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[ Sunday, January 22, 2006 ]
 
Was at the Hospice Centre doing some volunteery work. Sigh. It's really pitiful seeing those folks at their final stage of life thinking about whether there's can still live to see tomorrow. The youngest there was only 41 years old. Though some of them still chatted happily with us just like any other old folks. That resigned, hopeless look in their eyes is the same in everyone of them. One uncle very badly wanted to sit up to chat with us but one minute he was awake, the next minute, when the dose of morphine takes effect, he just falls asleep even before he could sat up. See, that's how fragile life is. Illness may just struck anyone, anytime. Yet, there are people who don't even know how to treasure life.
 
Back to me. I'm very "suay" (unlucky) today. First, I stepped on doggie poo on my way home. As a result, my sports shoe stink and the sole of the shoe has to be soaked in water. Second, I fell down at the coffee shop downstair because I stepped on that patch of floor which was oily. I don't understand. Everyone also walked pass that patch but only me fell down. So Malu lor! I was sitting right there and the stalls owners were looking at me. Sigh. They say bad luck comes in a row of three. So the third thing. My mother went to the supermarket and she wanted to buy my favourite sugared soft candies. Who knows at the counter, the barcode couldn't be scanned. Even manually type in also cannot. In the end, mum decided not to buy le. See, so suay. Maybe all these small incidents is to prevent me from getting bigger harm. Hope nothing bad would happened le.
One of my closer friend asked if I'm okay lately. She could tell that I'm in a moody mood. I admit that. My mood is swinging from high to low, low to high. It's not just one big incidents that making me moody. It's many many small small things that happened and accumulating that makes me sort of get irritated easily. So sorry if I sort of show out my unhappiness or what and please don't provoke or asked me any further.
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by ChewyJas
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