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[ Wednesday, January 18, 2006 ]
Feeling lousy. Getting irritated over small things. Feeling lousy. Couldn't catch up with some tutorials.
Feeling lousy. Stomach cramp. Not enough sleep. Feeling lousy. Getting back 3 papers out of which 2 were modules I don't like.
Feeling lousy. Getting marks which were not that good. Again goes to prove that accounting was a wrong choice for me. Only one module's result sort of cheered me up a little.
Feeling lousy. Ling cried and yet I did nothing to console her. Can only passed her a piece of tissue. Too taken aback. Too shocked. Don't know what to say. Don't know how to react.
Feeling lousy. Someone commented that I did not contribute to that and she did everything herself. How great! Didn't I told her that if she need my help, just tell me and I will try my best to help? Didn't I found one part? But I didn't add in coz she say she will. So I let her do lor. Didn't I type out the formulas? So I didn't do anything? Okay, I admit that I really didn't do AS MUCH as her. But why? Because I dun have a brain like hers lor. Because she didn't told me which part she still need helps. So how do I know what to do. BUT I did done something ma.
Okay la. I'm feeling lousy. I'm a lousy person. Whatever.
Maybe that's life la. One type of rice can feeds all kind of people. Backstabbers, fakers, liars, snobs, etc. Nobody's perfect huh? Humans are too weird too complicated too strange. Just let me be a tree in my next life ba. Then, I won't have to deal with so many things, won't have to think of what to eat, what to wear, what to do, what to buy, etc. If I'm a tree, I just have to stand rooted to the ground and that's it. How good huh. Ha.
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