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[ Monday, August 18, 2003 ]
Haiz... no... i don't wanna open my eyes... no... I don't even wanna wake up... It's monday again... and it's the most dreaded Week 7. Just a week before the one week study break. Why I hate week 7 so much? Because it's the week where most presentations are held. Everyday seemed to pass by in the speed of lightning. I really don't know what I'm doing, I'm just like a dog, doing what others told me to do... having no mind on my own...
"Jas, u shouldn't get into the Poly, poly's life not for you. Go JC togeher la... we'll help one another on the maths thingy."
Did I listen? No, I didn't.
Now I have to dread days to come.
Listening to other group doing their presentation now. How calm they seemed. Why can't I be like them???
Have you ever heard on the story that wherever the owner gave his dog a bone, he'll ring a bell? Thus, whenever he rings a bell, his dog will come to him, thinking about his food... That's what I experiencing... Whenever I heard the word presentations, my heart would start beating very fast, and my would go blank. Scipts doesn't help... How long can I depend on them?
PS: I need empathy, not sympathy... Can you put yourself in my shoe and not just tell me I know how you feel because you don't. Still have Jap Speaking test later on. I can't even speak English fluently, let alone Jap. Preparing to fail ba...
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by ChewyJas
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